you stole my heart, and left me a ransom letter.

promos are over.... for the 2nd time!

2010-10-18T20:13:00.001+08:00

Yup, so promos are over! And I kinda got my results back. GP- B Chem - B Physics - S :((((Math - C Geog - D? :((((( a drastic drop from A to D!Totally not fantastic. But still... I can promote and I've done reasonably well though not up to my expectations :(Thursday will be the day where we will get back our finalized results.So, I'm slacking on bed and typing this blog post on ma iPod! Planning to read in a bit! This week many tv series are on hiatus! Gossip girl, glee, vampire diaries :(Anw, today was a day of firsts! I bought 4D haha and I ate deep fried ice cream with baby ;) (Y) today's such a happy day! :)And dear Joey, don't fret about retaining k?! It isn't as bad as it sounds :) I actually enjoyed my 2nd year too! For once, I felt smarter LOL :)Okayyyy iPod batt's dying roar.I need to buy presentS :) K love ya,Meltz

Hiatus

2010-09-05T17:01:00.001+08:00

Yes I know, I've been on hiatus since forever! But..... I'll be back! After promos that is :) so check back in a month's time (L)
Anw, my tumblr will still be functioning! www.hlkohmelissa.tumblr.com :D

Tumblr

2010-06-14T22:02:00.001+08:00

Heyho!
Been ages since I last blogged. Guilty much! But I haven't caught on the blogging flu. Heh. Anw, have created a new 'blog' haha! Mostly for pix or quotes that I like. Tumblr! I guess I'm still gonna keep blogger cos of all da memories :) hmmmm. Love's at norman's place partying ehhhhhhh haha!
Holidays are passing too quickly for my liking damnit! Haven't really gone out w people too! :( sad-ded!
Homework almosttt done! Left w physics and a bit of math tsk! This hol seems more slack than last year's hehe!
Blogging through the itouch now! Vvvvvv lazy to go online tsk. But I should! Staring at sucha small screen is baddddd! Haha.
I love Twitter blogger and tumblr because I can talk to myself! Lalalala :/
Baby stayed over last week anw! (L)

&&&&&& it's the 14th today! It's sort of our monthsary haha! ily.

I've taken up the habit of reading excessively again! Whoo! Will find it mighty hard to stop once th term starts! Bleah! Next term will be hectic man!
Can't wait till after promos! Hehe June hols not over and I'm alrdy anticipating after promos! Haha

Anyhowwwwww.....

Link to my tumblr: http://hlkohmelissa.tumblr.com
And kenneth's alrdy asking me to stop tumblr-ing hehe!

Kk buhbye!
Love love! :D

Midyears

2010-05-16T15:12:00.001+08:00

Haven't been blogging man. Too busy w school and stuff! So taking a short break from mugging to blog now lol.
Life's kinda great this year. Really grateful! :)
Vampire diaries season finale was epicccccc!! Katherine's backkkkkk :) wht will happen to Elena Damon and Stefan?! Lol. Loved the Elena/katherine kiss w Damon! Plus plus plus, I made jet get hooked onto TVD heh. Darn gotta wait till sept for season 2. Gossip girl ending on Monday too!!! Will Blair meet chuck on the top of the empire state building??? Cue in jayz and Alicia keys haha kidding! Nothing to keep me occupied during the June hols except novels haha. Thinking of watching Boys over Flowers and glee! Lol a bit sloww sorry rofl.
1 more week comeon!! :) I can do it! Then outings w Mick and OLL and joeyyyy :) and baby of course!
Kayyyyyyyyz 10 min passed back to work aww damn :(
Love you and you and you and you and you and you! hehe <3
Listening to The Killers naooo

2010-04-09T21:23:00.004+08:00

2010-04-09T21:04:00.003+08:00

hmmm sr olympics today!
it seemed like ytd that i was at last year's one. lol. damnit. i miss 1s07. :(

i proclaim today my SLACK day! HEH.

had fun today. thx to ivan carmen kenneth huiting seetoh!! =) tanning session at the fitness corner eh?

okok shall go watch GG or TVD now =)

love ya!!!

Undisclosed desires

2010-03-29T11:12:00.001+08:00

Morning chicas!!!

Lol so yup I'm home at 1105am on a Monday morning. Woke up at 5 with a churning stomach. Thinking that washing down that feeling w a cup of milk and fruit cake was a pretty bad idea. Haha. Carried on to go brush my teeth, but a wave of dizziness and nausea overwhelmed poor me. :( grabbed the toilet seat, had dry heaves for awhile.... then puked my guts out! The feeling sucks eh! Haha. Blacked out after that. Visionless. had to crawl my way back to my bed. Then called baby :) slepttttttt soon after. Hehe what an eventful morning!

Sorry if I ruined anyone's appetite while reading this post haha :X
Yup liling misses me!!! Hehe will see you later babe. Cos i'm heading back to sch at about 1pm.

Blogging w iPod touch is damn convenient, without all the hustle of turning on the com ^^

Anw I don't have an MC, hope it's okay lol. &&&& thanks to Ivan Carmen liling and baby for wishing me well :)))

Kkk
Shall go read nao.
Love you!

Yay

2010-03-28T13:01:00.001+08:00

I can now blog on iPod touch (Y) haha. K super short post. Just trying things out.

Stupid auto pagination!!! I don't know if my archives are still available :( boo.

Yupp so baby came over ytd heh. Studied, played hide and seek (lame I know) and slacked!!! Watched teenage mutant ninja turtles too!
Ohhhh am in love with paramore's The Only Exception nao lalalala. really active on twitter too hurhur.

Desperate to head down to sentosa tyvm :)

Okayyyy shall go read my novel nowwwww lol. Rendang for lunch!! Yummy!

Volleyball tmrw ;)

K seeya folks!!
Love you baby =)

2010-03-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAHA.

Almost 1 month of not updating. whoo. Just wasn't in the blogging spree. tsk. How then can i aspire to serve Nuffnang?! tsk. School sucks. tsk. Now is ze march holidays! which isn't a holiday, mind you. I think i shall make this a short post! hehe.

i guess my class is OKAY? thank god for OLL. hehe. Redox is on my table and i've completed 5 qns yippee. haha. babehhhh is playing his game now i bet. he's most likely staying over on wed. woohoo.

the holidays are passing too quickly! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I TOTALLYYYY LOVE MY PHILIPPA GREGORY TUDOR COURT BOX SET. lovely!!!! =)

I MISS MICK! and 1s07! D:

&&&&& ivan ng yu kai! you still owe me NYNY! it has a certain ring to it. whoa.

realised my post is made up of random thoughts. darn. totally no content at all. LOL. twitter takes up the majority of my time now!!! i really envy and marvel at those who can make a point to blog everyday. haha.

I SUCK MANXZXzXXZZZ.... heh

love u naughty one! hehe. you never fail to make me laugh! =P

2010-02-16T22:00:00.005+08:00

NEW CAR! REDDDDD =)

MAMA AND PAPA =)

MY SWAN from pottery. (which i would never see the final pdt tsk)

Before the colour!

Reading!!!

Deep in medieval England. haha. jackson snapped this picture of me ^^

the swan again. it's MISSING!

LOL!

hello world!

Just packed baggggggggggggggg. hope i don't forget anything!

Long time no picture post. heheh. bad english yes? CNY pics would be up soon. i promise? hee.

okay, so dad's friends came over today. jackson too. Lucky him, many ang paos to collect. LOL. freeloader?! hehehhe. gambled just now. LOST KACHING :'( dennis and jackson are lucky guys. lol. so he left awhile ago. wait, it was 2 hours ago! whoa so fast. lol! i seem to be talking to myself. i need to sleep.

dreading school ttm. shall keep this post short cos i need to take off my HOT PINK nails. haha! unless i go to sch llike that tmrw? NAH. shitxzxzxzx individual phototaking! argh. i don't like. lol.
lucky this week is a short week, else i will die! i hate school cos i need MICK. hahaha! training doesn't seem to be an incentive to go to school too. eh i suck. lol!

the food has been greatttt and i dont think i've put on weight!!!! (Y) i've been eating stuff in moderation. well, except for bak kwa. lol!

kk gtg. SCHOOL. Nice.

Nights ppl. i love YOU =)

2010-02-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

hell-oh!

Just finished piano lessons. dont understand figured bass for nuts! anyone can help me please?

Once again, jack has asked me to blog. hehehehe. ooh dilemma about wht to wear tmrw!
Am packing the gifts now. no time to write note. hate last min stuff ugh. though it's my fault. hehee. had a wonderful chat w tiffany in the study today. lalala. felt so happy colouring off my breaks! WHEE. my timetable sucks. i end school at 6 on monday. 5-6 PE. wth. last yr's timetable wasn't so mashed up la! D:

HAHAHHAHAHA! I'm online because i'm late in submitting my study plan for SPs. lol. yup just completed it. NICE. efficient.

i'm so nice! i bought gifts for my lovelies! =) i feel so great. muahahahha. kidding! gonna carry a bouquet to school tmrw! oh btw, thanks liling for the flower today! love ya!

MICK come find me tmrw! i got stuff to give you guys. heh

Should i bring cam tmrw? lol. do we have to sit as a class during the concert? hope not whee.

One side of my nose is blocked! tried blowing it out but it doesnt work aww. CNY's here! i need perfect health to enjoy my GOODIES! hehehehe. om nom nom!

i guess baby's coming over tmrw. haha. I WANNA WATCH VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! hehe.&&& there's no need to buy anything for vday. lol. i love you!

much homework over the weekend. FML. i cant decide wht to wear tmrw. FML. i'm like harping and fretting over it. FML.

HAHAHA. deciding how to bring the bouquet to sch tmrw. lol

okay i shall blog the next time baby asks me to. HEHEHHEHEHE

iloveyou!!!!!! =)
yr pinky is mineeeeeeeeeeeee muahahahahha. yum yum.

2010-02-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

hello world.

JacKsoN! #13 says:
GO BLOG!
GO
!melissa #11; i whisper in your ear says:
ok
lol

tht's why i'm blogging. i know i suck. heh.
okay, so orientation's over. hope my class would warm up. 1s08! damn quiet. :( FooTL again! jfdhfhfsdfsfdhfuhfw;fnw! but i have mr hon. so not TOO bad. hope the year would continue to be great. having the blues abt starting school tmrw. sucks. D: on the brighter side... CNY=shorter week \m/

BUT I love O5 despite being tgt only for 3 days! (Y).

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILING! love ya =)

watched my the vamp diaries episodes just now. waiting for ep 13 and 14 naooooooooooooooo! hehehe. i've got random itches on my leg. nehneh. scratch scratch.... lol

Tmrw's mama's bday. lalalallala. probably going out for dinner, so pray there's no hw! :D ooh. thr's PE tmrw! yay.
WAIT! it's at 130. wth. 130 PM! are you kidding me!? oh no chao tar! lol.

i'm typing in random sentences.
La
La
La.

OH YES! HIGHLIGHT of the week! baby stayed over on fri. lol! was damn lethargic friday night though. kept dozing off. haha. sorry! BUT i really do love it when he stays over. makes me a happy girl. ^^ dragon! hehe. glad he got work done also. or else i'll feel damn guilty. i like spending time w him, talking nonsense. hehe. you make me smileeeeeeeeee whee! Ipod touch= love! hehe. well we also swam the next day after spamming homework. and sleeping of course! damn tired. DUNNO WHY. haha. swimming's fun. though i hate the initial thought of getting into the COLD water. lol! brrrrr...
Showered. then sent him home in THE NEW CAR. lol! headed to suntec/marina to MAKAN.

CRAVING for spicy rice cakes! Laksa! anything spicy zomg! :D

kk gtg t bed!
sleep earlehhhh BOY.

love u always =)

LOLLIPOP,

2010-02-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

hey world!

baby tells me to blog, and i blog. tadah! haha.

SAY LOVE SAY LOVE! oooh i love the college dance, no matter hw cheesy, lame it is. IT'S FUN. if you say otherwise, then you're a no-life dipshit. HAHA. kidding! And thanks to that, Lollipop by Mika is playing on repeat. lol! i guess it'll get irritating after awhile. haha. &&&&&&& Tiff's a great partner to dance with. zomg i miss tiffany and eileen alrdy. basket no more them tmrw! sad-ded. (heh!) No more Orion5! neh. i think we're the most enthu and bonded OG ever. lol! so glad Orion won the mass college dance (Y) totally unexpected though. lol!

BUT I HAVE LILILILILING FROM TMRW ONWARDS! :D station games/amazing race tmrw. lol. Hope my class is fun. or else i will cry, then flood, then die. tsk. LOL. 1s08'10 here i come! haha.

sheesh. looking for kevin kern's scores and final fantasy. so hard to find! D:

i like playing scramble w love. no matter the headaches i get :) must beat the highscore! lol.

kk back to GP. hehe.

loveya! =)
dragon is STRONGGGGG

2010-01-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

YAWN!

extremely exhausted now. Even while typing i can feel myself nodding off. haha. because of training i guess. AH match w alumni cum training tmrw! compulsory! haha. i can't sleep in! neh.

ohwell, orientation has been quite fun, cos my OG rocks! i swear we're th most enthu bunch in Orion at least. Feels kinda weird to be in Orion. AQUILA! eh eh eh eh ahhhhhhh... =) haha. Tiffany and eileen are GREAT! =) join vball tiff! LOL. er, so learnt cheers/college anthem&songs and College Tour today. spent time w wei xin instead of my OG for the last part of the day!
plus cca bazaar. set up a booth for vball, and carmen, michelle, nurul, sharon all went crazy. bet their voices are all hoarse now! HAHA. quite a number signed up. goody. lol. hmm random, my eyes feel itchy!

whenever i see/smell/taste ginger cookies, i think of carmen now. aww. sweet right?! :D

yup, lucky jackson has got an iPod touch alrdy! beeen hogging it the past week or so. NICE. heh. & i love to see the vball guys play match. DAMN COOL. love rocked today! his spikes so nice. haha. i know you love my videos! heh. RIGHTTTTT? =P
Had tauhuay after training. hehe. refreshing! yummeh! met ivan and band mates there! :)

EHHHHH I MISS MICK! D:

Crazy craving for laksa/prawn noodles! omg. how? how? how?

kk shall go read a book nao.
Nights world! needa wake up bright and early tmrw! darn.

i love YOU and mick :D

reminder to self: bring ODT on mon and tues. Mon wear PE. lol!

P.S. ooh dad got the new reddddd car alrdy (Y) awesome i like! will upload the picx next time. hehe.

and tht' s the way i loved you

2010-01-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

DAMN I'M BORED. basket.

Studying in the library now. using the laptop as an incentive. lol.
btw I'm hooked on twitter! haha.
Hopes dad will dl the new Vamp diaries ep soon. heh. this will be a pretty short post. hell yeah.
All random thoughts and sentences.

toodles! ilyb

2010-01-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

And I don't know how it gets better than this, you take my hand and drag me head first... Fearless =)

Under orders to blog. Had sth in mind to blog abt. but, ilost the train of thoughts nehneh.

haha. SOOOOOO lemme start it off. School life's been boring and slack. somehow it's a love-hate situation. i can slack.... but too much time not knowing wht to do. Hence, ending up playing vball, or just chatting. Plus, we accompany so7 mates for lunch everyday and at EVERY TIME! great huh? lol.

Addicted to taylor swift. she's brilliant. she writes honest songs, and that i love. lol. OH, blueblacks on my arms. tsk. ABUSE! =)
Training tmrw, and on sat. lol. sudden urge to play vball. hmm. been playing thru the breaks. BBall for pe today. it wasn't just fun, but HILARIOUSLY FUNNY. 6 girls playing w 15 guys? haha. unfair! LL got suan-ed, as usual, by ignatius. I like the physics half of my SP class! tmrw's the last day tgt. darn. D:

ooh carmen just called! =) BRING SCORES! :D

(Y) i'm up on SGbeat. slow i know. but FINALLY. thanks to LILING :D

I dont know if you'll read this. But, CHEER UP SAM! it's all gonna be okay w time! mel loves ya :D i'll be here.

Internet's bloody slow. HAH.

Got a pimple on ma chin and tht sucks ttm blah.
tweeting and the post isn't uploading or whatever you call tht.

kenneth dont scold me for blogging sucha short post. heh.

thanks for indulging me. and taking care of me. &&&&&&&
I love ya baby =)

2010-01-09T12:12:00.002+08:00

It doesn't actually turn out clear on the blog. haha! but no matter.

Been tweeting a lot recently, much to the 'ire' of jack. hehe. tweet tweet tweet! Following is not equal to stalking nehneh HEH.

School's in 2 more days. Alrdy received the sms to assemble in LT1 (away from the main jc2 cohort) zzz.

Actually came online to check some news article, ended up blogging cos i felt guilty for neglecting my blog for SOOOOO long. heheh. I did post a VERY short post ytd but was kinda distracted cos i was watching the Time traveller's wife at the same time. hur. TEARJERKER! D:

BUGGER. GG's only resuming in March. thank god th vampire diaries is resuming on jan 14th (Y)! but school has alrdy started, so not much time to actually sit down and WATCH!!! major turn-off. ugh. REALLY REALLY cant wait to find out who actually caused Elena's accident! Damon? or Katherine? or a new character? Ep 10 ended really freakily. with the 'stranger' standing up right after he got hit by elena's car!!! zombie-like. hah!

Well, waiting for dennis to get home, and then we're headed out. for lunch and errants. haha.

piggy is asleep. hehe!

you know, i've been thinking, everything's seemingly perfect nowadays. i wonder if this PERFECT-ness would actually end. i hope not. Cos i'm genuinely happy. ok, maybe minus school. heh. but you get my point. Having a photo drought! need to take moreeeee pix. lol! where are my guinea pigs??? MUAHHAHAHAHHA!

kk back to GP.

loves!!!!

P.S reminder to self, call love at 130 =)

2010-01-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

hello world.

Been out of touch. even monkey realises that i havent blogged. haha.
realised my freedom's coming to an end boohoo.

i wonder if everything's gonna be okay. i hope so =)

well ily dragon hee!

2009-12-31T15:54:00.002+08:00

I'm so gonna sound cliche.
But i really hope next year would be an awesome one! With new friends ( i hope i make some really close ones), MICK, and dragon. haha!
Today's the last day of 2009. hmm. been an okay-okay year. but i really enjoyed the time after promos. Me. You. <3
=) i worry all the time about the future. tsk. i should be more take-things-as-it-goes. But it's just not in me.

Well, to all those celebrating new year's, HAVE A BLAST!

& ily! =P

2009-12-30T18:03:00.002+08:00

heyho long time no see.

HAHA. Was lazy to blog. hmm. too many things to keep me occupied on the net. LOL.
Short post, nothing insightful to blog about. (as usual) heh.

feeling rather content. wonder if this content-ness would actually LAST. hope so.
Typing this just to keep my blog alive. heh.
Reading the House of Night series now. Xmas present (Y)

Well, i love you. as always. =)

P.S SCHOOL I HATE YOU. BLAHH.

2009-11-30T15:26:00.002+08:00

If you could invite 5 dead people to dinner, who would they be?

I would invite:

1) King Henry VIII
2) Queen Elizabeth I
3) Anne Boleyn
4) Elizabeth Bathory, the Blood Countess
5) King Edward IV

Answer people! USE FB, BLOGS, or even TAGGGGG!
oh, and TAGGGG so i'd know! =)

Epiphany!

2009-11-30T14:43:00.004+08:00

Yes, still in school. tsk.

I've beenn losing the enthusiasm to blog lately. Be it because of red cliff, movies, reading, writing, browsing the web... I just don't have the enthusiasm. LOL. No matter, i'm here now.
To me, blogging feels more like talking to myself. haha! it's true isn't it? i probably have zero hits on my blog per day. Adding on to the fact that my posts are either not interesting, doesnt give food for thought (like kenneth's), or the fact that my posts are few and far between these days.

There's just so many things to do before the year ends. I dont wanna get started on school work/revision and waste my holidays away. It would definitely be wasting it uh. I know all the blahblahblah abt consistent work. but i really want a bit of MYSELF time y'know. Time to just slack and while time away. Time to READ. i border on the edge of excessive reading but i dont care. Time to complete my mini novel. (I can say i'm at least halfway done). Time to watch my serials and movies. Time to spend time with my beloved ones.
Coupled with the fact that i have another extra year to go actually gets on my nerves. I wish school was over and done with! Desperately wishing that next year would be a good year. with nice classmates and good-enough friends. Although i'll never replace MICK luh. No worries! =)

Been rather paranoid these days. Thanks ken for listening! i just need a good listening ear. hmm. I have to control the other more paranoid, 'OCD' side of me! Live life in the moment. damn cliche i know. haha.
I'm kinda sad i can't write good, philosophical posts. I need depth! But at least my posts can be rather personal. More of self-brooding i guess. My posts are honest, and real to say the least. the EVERYDAY WOES OF A STUDENT. hah!

Sometimes i dream and wish that i run in the social circles of High society. the Blue Bloods. lol. Haute Couture. Versace. Front row seats at Fashion Weeks all over the world. Chanel. Clothes would be even sent before it hits the runway. Burberry. Gala premieres. D&G. VIP passes. Jimmy Choos. Paparazzi. Diane von Furstenburg. HAHA.
Kinda like a life of a socialite. Sth like Blair.
But... definitely not in a Bimbo and prissy type of way. lol!
Independent, respected and stylish! =)
i have an OTT sense of imagination.

tsk. time's passing too slowly when i want it to pass by fast. but it always passes so fast when i want it slow. lol!

oooooh, tumblr's fun. Love da quotes.

"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you cannot utter."

okaycantthinkofanythingtowriteanymoreshallnotcontinue. stop.

bye
ily! <3
DRAGON ROARS! hee ^^

2009-11-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

hey world

One week since i last blogged. Seems really long ago. just last week mojojojojo and jet were over at my place. sleepover. lol.

btw, am totally OBSESSED with england's history. its monarchy esp. been researching a lot. books, internet, movies. i know the history from 1400s onwards. starting w the War of the Roses between the Houses of York and Lancaster. lol. I guess all these were sparked from the Tudors. lol! i really wanna watch it the series. Season 3 out soon! lalala.
I would die to get any books on historical fiction right now. Currently reading the historical fiction series about Anne de Bohun. lol! Last book of the trilogy alrdy!
hell, why are there so little movies about court life then haha
and i've always wondered whether the old kings and noblemen/women are as ugly as they look in their paintings. I seriously doubt it. lol.

Nebo's The Quest is tmrw (Y) Dont rain pls! It's starting to annoy me. I've realised that the rain comes about 1-6pm everyday. hmm.

Shall grab a bar of Reese's nao! hehehe

2009-11-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

hey world.

So jet and boyf's staying over for the night. HAHA.
FINALLY PW IS OVERRRRR! (Y) lol
i dont know wht to blog so i'm typing random stuff.
i wanna go out w my clique.
i wanna watch my historical/elizabethan movies.
i wanna watch the Tudors.
heh

ily. =)

2009-11-10T21:26:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU GUYS!!! GO OUT KAY MICK? lol.

I'm sucha a bad blogger. Havent updated since forever.

& i've got no mood to update now too. just wanna read my novels and play RED CLIFF. darn.
Waiting for GG episodes to be out. Along with The Vampire Diaries.

Plus, when papa's back from the US, i'll get my privately shipped US novels. HAHA.

Well, OP's over, now left w the filing of the GPF. i think the OP went well =)

Life's kinda mostly filled w content nw. Just worried abt next yr. sigh. that reminds me, i haven't filled up my choice for the subject combi next year! LIT or no LIT? darn!

House parties, yes? lol

oh yes i cut my hair! chopped off my long locks. AND I KINDA REGRET IT NAO. BUGGER! D:

ily.

you're the light in this hell-bent darkness. =)

new phone!

2009-11-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

2009-10-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

Okay, i've gotta admit, guys can be really sweet. When they choose to be. haha.

Jethro, this is the most recent pic i have of you though we just met last week. I've decided to blog about you today because you did sth terribly sweet.... and i'm touched. We've known each like forever. totally comfortable with you. lol. Today, you searched for me in the rain, when jackson called you thinking i was lost as my phone died. You just bathed, and you went back out in the rain to look for me. without hesitation. oh man. i'm really touched. and i feel damn guilty making you walk in the rain. You'll get a treat from me after my OP! i promise. haha. mel loves ya!

&&& dearest jackson haha. thanks so much for your concern. you thought i was lost/stranded! &&&& you called jet to go look for me. my phone died so i was uncontactable. sorry to make you worry! you even called my house twice within a half hour period just to check if i'm home. heh. i feel so guilty!!! :D thanks for always being there. making me laugh. though i may grumble whenever you flick my ear, just know i'm happy being in your company. handsome and smart one =)

silly boy, colourful! ^^

I shall continue with individual para for MICK the next time i blog. lol. ooh and i'm certain of 3 ppl who's lusting over Kaykay. haha. ken, ivan and jack. HEH. =P

Training was fun today though we had to stop because of the lightning alert. of course it rained cats and dogs later on. haha!

iloveyou. =)

judgement day

2009-10-29T19:49:00.002+08:00

hey world

Yup, so i'm retaining.

I wish people wouldnt stereotype retainees. The status quo and all that nonsense. tsk. Feeling kinda alright cos i know there are people who are always there for me; family, mojo jojojojo, ken, carmen, ivan, vick, leon, sean, jet, geraldine, michellechoo, vball mates and clique. I just want to graduate w everyone else and not go through orientation and meeting new ppl again. mojo jojojojo promised tht he'll help me. thx ily =) Everything else, i'm fine. I think i'm embracing this change quite readily. In a weird way, i'm looking forward to my new subject combi. but i can't decide between geog or lit. both are darn appealing.

& carmen, work hard for yr re-exam okay. you know i'll be there for you. as for ivan and ken and the rest, let's have lunches tgt next yr. make it a weekly event at least. cos i'm gonna miss you guys.
MICK esp. rants over gossip girl. at cafe devouring hotdogs and horny ken who always seem to find sth wrong w hotdogs. LOL. i love you guys. MICK always brighten up my day. all those crap and silly stuff we do. i'm gonna include an individual paragraph for each of you guys the next time i blog. =)

&&&& it's kinda depressing tht tmrw's commendation day. zzz. HAHA. pw after that. darn.

Watched paranormal activity and i bet mojojojojo enjoyed it. lol! jennifer's body next. my turn to pick the movie! :D anw, you always make me laugh and smile like hell. haha. even in the darkest hour. thanks and i love you =)

kk, OP OP OP OP CHINESE CHINESE CHINESE! D:

i want t read my newly bought novels!

piano naoooo

2009-10-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

"Love is friendship set on fire"

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2009-10-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

"I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re fun to be with. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me."

=)

2009-10-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

LAME ASS PIC. HAHA.

Ignatius and Sheng Yang!

WITH OUR FINISHERS' BAND!

CARMEN AND AMANDA

LOL. APPLE OF MY EYE!

MY RUNNING PARTNER. THANKS FOR THE MOTIVATION KEN!

Weirdo Ivan. with his funny look. lol

Some pictures from the Nike+ Human race. whee. Saw Vera, Yu De, and Ivan Sim there. HAHA. hmm. Had a great time, i must say. COS I SAW UTT! zomg. hehe. kidding. Woke up really early... like abt 4? then caught the first train down to city hall while meeting carmen and ken along the way. poor bestf couldn't run. aww D: Slacked at the CityLink while waiting for the others. Freaked at the concierge. haha. creepy. & IVAN as usual, lateeeee! haha. Headed to the starting line at the F1 Pit Stop. whee. i can't help imagining myself as a F1 racer. hehe! The run somehow seemed longer than the WILLRun. 1km to another was REALLY long. I admit, i did walk. but i ran most of it! the last few km were the horror. Furthermore, it was upslope! ( I walked that part ) hehe. Raced to the finish line though my legs felt it was gonna break. A thrill of exhilaration literally washed over me when i completed the race. 100 Plus, bananas, apple, ice cream! YUM.

Ken i dont care whether you beat me by 1 sec or not. HAHA. results are on the Nike+ website. SRJC won the school category. whee. Headed to Marina Sq for lunch and arcade after that. Tried those toy catching machines. To no avail, sadly HAHA. i need JACKSON and his godly skill :D

Well, proud of myself other than the aching hips. lol. can't walk properly. wobbling like a penguin. oh, and ken? hw's yr abrasion? HEHE. aloe vera gel! THANK YOU for being the motivation during the race. We chatted, stopped, ran, stopped, chat, ran somemore. WOW. BFFs man. srsly. No worries on how unglam we both looked. comfortable in our own skins. lol. Glad for yr company, and all the pushing on. you rock. thanks for everything. A true bestfriend :D

PW-ed at Liming's house today. haha! AND i ate a lot!!! and i mean A LOT! darn. i lost weight after the run, and now i'm putting it back on. tsk tsk.

I&R-ing now. I need a limitation! Video-ing for PW tmrw. hope everything runs well. We need calefare! hah.

&&& somehow, i can't wait for NEBO The Quest. lalala.

xoxo. ily cheeky monkey oops =)

2009-10-21T21:12:00.001+08:00

take care boy. love ya. you worried me so much today. haha!
Rest well yea? =)

2009-10-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

you're the one i need.
you're the one i want.
you're the one.

everything feels better with you along for the ride.

ily =)

Love your silly dances to 'Sorry sorry' HEHE. oops =P

Enough about Eve

2009-10-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

omg can't GG have daily episodes? can't wait for next tues as the episode would be up. heh. The tension is killing me! haha. The vampire diaries rock too. i somehow find it better than true blood? lol!
Darn. next tues is Results day! TSK

ily.
hehe. Spend so much today eh? :D

Let me be your supernova.

2009-10-13T20:27:00.003+08:00

hey you

i feel so all-powerful now. haha. So this is my adventure for the day:
While i was showering in the toilet, spotted this ant-bug-fly thingy crawling around near th toilet bowl. Ignored it at first, and then it started to climb up the seat. damn! i was doing my 'business' la. cheeky thing. Yeah, so i was afraid tht it would climb up the wrong hole(literally) so i flicked it away. and also deciding not to kill it. Thinking it wouldn't bother me anymore, i relaxed but kept a watchful eye on the bug. Ah, i was wrong, as the ant-bug-fly thingy just started whizzing around instead of just crawling about like before. AND I HATE THE WHIZZING SOUND OKAY! so i freaked. lol. started using the floor mat and whipping it around, for hope tht the bug would get caught it this deadly tangle of mel's arms and flinging floor mat. heh. my aiming was uncannily accurate, for once. SO MUAHAHAHAHA. the bug landed on the floor w a muted thud. LOL. Smirking to myself, i approached it tentatively ( it was still crawling on the floor) w the floor mat, thinking "YEA I GOT YA!". haha.
Flung the mat on the bug and stepped on it. hehe. Lifted up th mat, wanting to admire its death, i was horribly shocked when i saw it crawling around minding its own business. zomg. STILL ALIVE! Guess wht, i further repeated this step for a total of 5 times and it was still crawling about. basket. immortal uh! lol.
I tried smashing it w my palm, stamping on it, but all to no avail. The bug's really hardy. The neighbours below must be thinking sth violent was happening above them HAHA. Okay, so last resort, I leapt up and landed straight down on where the bug was at. ~50kg of meat and bones came crashing down on the bug. &&&& i heard a cracking sound ewww. The exoskeleton broke i guess.. lol! Had a grim sense of satisfaction while looking at the bug's dying 'carcass'. the flailing little legs...twitching abdomen/thorax.... BLEAH.
ok, therein ends my silly adventure for the day. RIP. heh
Do i sound evil? Sorry if i've offended insect lovers out there! :)

ooh carmen just called and said CLEO's cover girl this mth is LEIGHTON MEESTER! so gonna get it! :D
Blair Waldorf! My alter-ego. hehe.

cheer up boy. you can do it!
ily =)

school is for douches.

2009-10-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

hey

school officially sucks. sigh. the timetable is no fun man. darn.

It's kinda getting harder and harder t let go. Almost impossible without shredding it. it's like 2 pieces of paper stuck to each other w super glue. impossible to tear apart without a hole in the paper. i swear, it's gonna hurt like hell. worse than before?
I'm only typing this because i feel some kinda premonition. sth bad's gonna happen. oh damnit.
D:

ily.

baby it's you.

2009-10-11T14:28:00.003+08:00

hey.

The above pictures are for vani. haha.

oops. and me. HEHE.

Just ate lunch. Yummy bee hoon. :D

So, the sleeping beauty's probably just gaming the whole day thru. right? haha. smelly melly misses you! =) yup, so i gotta remind you abt tmrw's timetable tonight. haha.

i wanna go out!!! w you! soon, i guess ;D

Yup, so vani was late ytd. as usual. well, after the baptism, we kinda got lost. heh. ended up eating at eunos then i went home.

ohhhh &&&&& i got my novels. FINALLY! headed to the library to grab some books. ahhh, historical romances rock. Borrowed the 5th It Girl novel; Tempted, too. eh ken, this book is solely abt Jenny Humphrey! haha.

PWWWWWW sucks. can't wait for everything to be over! And must school start again so soon? D: darn. i wanna go out! or i can just slack at home w bestf. hehe. :D

well, colourful. =)

see ya people :)

gonna read a bit now lalala.

ELMOOOOOO =P

Cause' my heart is wherever you are.

2009-10-10T15:05:00.002+08:00

hey you,

Heading for ken's baptism in a bit. Bet vani's gonna be late. heh. Quick post here.
Reality struck. i don't know why but it makes me realise that everything abt us is so vulnerable. Problems would pop up and hit us. & these problems could destroy. damn. But this is our happy time nw. so cherish it. cos i will! :D

Hmmm. We aren't like normal items in daily life where making things stick just require the use of superglue. Lousy analogy but heck, the main point's there. We are individuals w our own free will to choose whom to love. There lies the problem. We could choose to just throw a love away in a flash. Then hurt the other party like hell. To be at the losing end feels like ^&#^$*&#. basket. Like the r/s talk ytd, we shouldn't treat a relationship like a 'test drive'. and i wholly agree with this.

Would our flame burn out? I hope not, and i don't want it to. Ever.
Irreplaceable, you are =)

ily.
mojo jojojojojojo! MUAHAHAHA! oops. don't kill me heh! Bet you're still at Norman's place dota-ing like there's no tmrw. Else, you'll be sleeping. haha. my sleeping beauty :)

ohkayyy, been eating like crazy much. hehe. should cut down! nike human race's just round th corner. have to keep fit. lol. and need to train uh. training also starts next wed. darn. heh. lazy uh.

k, love ya.
toodles! :D

something worth waiting for.

2009-10-08T22:56:00.006+08:00

My mates. lol!

CAMPERRRR. lol.

Observe Ivan & the model carefully. haha. Took multiple attempts to stop laughing and capture the shot. LOL. Classic.

THE ESCALATOR to nowhere. hah. Which ivan ken and i took like up and down for a million times. It cuts thru 3 floors :D

WHAT A LOUD GUFFAW KEN :D

haha.

BERN!

LUKE!

IVAN!

CARMEN!

Day out with clique on the 6th of Oct. haha. PROMOS ARE OVER! ION-ed. Wisma-ed. Taka-ed. lol! Gift shopping. lol! After town, we headed to serangoon gardens for a 'class' dinner! haha. And then to Bern's place nearby. haha. Things were OTT there. haha. High in simple words. lol! Love ya guys =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! =)

lepak and shopping more often pls. haha. Btw, you're not straight cos you wanna share Chuck Bass w me! haha! you spent your last minutes of being 16 ogling at a drunk Chuck. zomg right? lol! & the evidence is bared for all t see below hehehe!

EVIDENCE:

"Hey thanks so much! :D Gosh last night i was watching GG. Chuck is so attractive when he's drunk when his father died. I spent the last few minutes of my 16yearold life liking Chuck. Hope i don't turn gay now that i'm 17! HAHA"

well, it's much too late eh? :D

haha.

Ytd mojojojojojo came over after his bio. haha. slacked much. He got his craving of my mama's fried rice satisfied. heh. watched a partial bit of Angels and Demons, and finished Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Best comedy i've watched in awhile. darn, i really liked the show uh. hehe. It's kinda close t the heart too, y'know? :D and bestf enjoyed it too. haha. Pooled after tht. I LOST TO MOJOJOJOJOJOJO NOOOOOOOOO! hehe. well, you improved much, i have to say. =)

Staying up a bit to blog and upload pix. Was much too lazy ytd cos i was spamming GG and The Vampire Diaries episodes. heh. MICK is crazeh over GG la. Tho it hasn't hit K yet. lol. Jenny's hawttt eh? tsktsktsk. You go for blondes. i go for brunettes, ken. =)

i bet VANI and CARRRR-MAHN is watching now. heh. I love snuggling on my bed and just watching ENGLISH (mind you) serials. lol! and i still havent gotten round to watch True Blood. haha. Yup, i know Ken's waiting for me to finish blogging as he's bored. lol.

happy today. =) Mee goreng yum! AHEM. lol!

eh i hungry nao how? D: lol!

ily,

yr elmo. hehe

To ten million fireflies.

2009-10-04T22:17:00.002+08:00

hey there,

2 more days ppl. HANG ON! Sorry Bio ppl. haha. Started slacking alrdy, tho just a little. lol. PHYSICS AND CHEM P1 pls don't kill me. haha!
Hmm. So i started watching The Vampire Diaries and GG season 3 alrdy. Addicted much? lol! Quick post here. Before i go to bed. Yes, it's early. But i have a paper tmrw. Like DUH. Then after paper mug some more? heh.
Will start blogging more after promos officially end. Cos by then, my life would get a tad more interesting? hurhur. Let's see. =)
But there's still this ever-hanging, nagging cloud called PW hovering above us. TSKKKK go away. lol! darn. it was good to take my mind off pw for awhile. but OP's coming. ahhh.
I really really don't want my class to split up next year. But it's kinda inevitable i guess? Still, i'm hoping for a miracle. haha. I dont wanna go around making new friends again, when i already have the best friends ever, EH? :D

kk, shall facebook awhile then off to slumberland. lol!
ciao!

colourful =)

3 words, 8 letters, say it and i'm yours.

2009-10-04T13:55:00.001+08:00

NEW SKIN. haha.

COMMENT PLS. I have only a one-sided opinion on whether it's nice. lol.
Dedicated to my love of Gossip Girl. heh

ily.

2009-10-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

Hey world,

yup, so promos are ending in just a wee bit. Constant wondering if i've done well. I have to promote! i have to! I want to! darn.

Yeah, so i just read kenneth's wordpress. And it made me realise that hey, it's one year since O's. Everyone was mugging like hell one year ago, and we still are. haha. I still recall those 4e4 'prayer' sessions before each and every paper. lol. i guess our whole class did reasonably alright. :)

This year has been a horribly, terribly, undeniably, hectic year. And i bet almost everyone can say the same. SCHOOL represents the majority of the 'hectic-ism'. Crazy year, man. New friends. and they mean a lot to me. Although it's just a few short but meaningful months, i feel tht they would be my friends for life. hey, i'm not kidding. You guys (esp MICK) are alrdy CLOSE TO MY HEART. BFFS. lol. I hope you guys think the same? All those laughs, mugging, and going thru trying periods tgt has made us closer. You guys rock and i really appreciate and treasure our friendship :D

I really hope our present clique make it tgt. MICK is much loved by M. haha. And Carmen finally started watching Gossip Girl. lol. She's alrdy a little crazy over nate. and 'little' is an understatement! :D chuck is mine tho. lolololol.

I wanna go retail therapy w MICK. and many bday presents to get. HINT HINT! lol. moolah pls! lalala.

Bestf is dota-ing everyday! lol. Relaxed alrdy uh? :) ily.

Shall go do sth else nao. lol. and physics after lunch.

BTW BESTF & KEN PLS STUDY. Promos' arent officially over. (Technically) lol!

xoxo

You couldnt have loved me better.

2009-10-02T21:14:00.007+08:00

Brother mine!

MULTI SHOT. haha. i was eating a lolly which could light up. haha. but i forgot the name :)

BK at Downtown East.

The new rouge of the Fall/Winter season :D

i took a bite out of the onion ring oops :D

HELPPPP :D

Cute eh?

ooh. wht's this? HEHE

okay, so headed out today with JABY. lol! =P

promos are ending soon. 6th oct. the torture will not be over yet though. I think results' day would be terribly unnerving. darn. D:

Pls let me promote uh. praying desperately though i know it's kinda late alrdy. MUG hard ppl!

Currently addicted to Kelly Clarkson's Already Gone. That song speaks words. hmm. i owe Cheryl an outing. HAHA. Michelle chooooooooooo and john k too! :D 1s07 and clique! :D

ily! mojojojojojojo! hehe. cheeky monkey oops. =)

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road someone's gotta go

And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on so I'm already gone...

-Kelly Clarkson

you, your sex is on fire!

2009-09-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

hey.

PW-ing now. zzz. and bestf's not coming over cos it's raining cats and dogs. haha. AND I BET HE'S GLAD THAT HE HAS HIS INTERNET BACK EH? lol!
Plus, you gotta do yr work too. lazy bum. hehe.
Did differentiation tutorials, and promo papers. ugh. cheena. darn.

ok, back t PW. sighh.

miss ya much.
ILY. =)

2009-09-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

My favourite shot! :D

UNGLAMNESS TTM. heh

All taken at Open Plaza while waiting for THE LATE GUYS. haha.
Yeah, so celebrated my birthday w D2. JUZHONG I WANT THE PIXTURES! lol. Ajisen and movie before tht. Great catching up w you ppl. missed ya! I did have fun.

Met jack and jet the next day too, for a while. =)

THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENTS! I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO MUCH. Terribly touched by Ivan's and Kenneth's gift. aww man. it was sucha surprise and i greatly appreciated it cos it meant you guys remembered wht i said. it's kinda ROMANTIC but in a best friend kinda way. HAHA! KIM! KIM! KIM! hehe. THX CARMEN for your TOPSHOP panties. haha! LOVE ITTTTTTTT. :D thx bern mg an sy yh! super cuddly. HEHE!

PROMOS IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS GG. mug mug mug. Therefore this is just a short post. lol. Time's passing too quickly zzz. oh no. back to maths.

ily! =)

i didn't want us to burn out.

2009-09-03T19:35:00.005+08:00

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier..

-Taylor Swift

hey hey!

All we do nowadays is just MUG MUG MUGGGG. darn. Life seems rather meaningless now. mmhmm. But i SHALL put in my greatest effort all the way till th 6th of OCT. come on! i can do it! Just a little more effort! eh this applies to all my friends too uh!!! :D
Deepavali is coming! HEHE. but my birthday's just around the corner, people! I'm gonna announce it to the ENTIRE WORLD muahahahha! exaggerating, no? lol! My birthday shalt not be ignored! 6th Sept 6th Sept! 060906090609. hee.
AND AND AND i have no idea wht to get for bestfriend's bday! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 7th SEPT. lol! i'm older! nehneh

Today's geepee lesson was much fun. haha. FILIAL PIETY EH???? inside joke. lol! My posts always seem so random and booringgggg. darn. i swear, after promos, it'll get better. haha! Cos i'll have more fun. Therefore, after promos=fun=less boring blog entries! great logic eh? No gap in argument at all! i think? haha.

I bet kenneth's reading this. Cos he's the one who sorta instigated me to blog. hurhur. Doing I & R for pw now. then gotta do chem! then try to understand superposition. lol. kinda lost. i'mma lost bird. heh.
oh yes! yay training tmrw. Haven't been playing since forever. lol. no, it's actually just 2 weeks. :D piano exams etc.

oh btw i already have a list of activities i wanna do after promos. HEHE. this is called efficient planning!

'Last' day of T3 tmrw. time flies. gosh. imagine just last year, i think we were having our prelims. (which i did extremely badly for), or at least studying for it. lol.
last year wasn't a good year for me. I'm glad everything's past. but i miss ma few bunch of budxzxzxzxzxzxz. lol! twit! vick! sean!! D2! JJ! angus! sam! ethel! brandan! akif!( i just saw you at TM ytd) that whole bunch of crazy guys! my MACdonald's gang! ili! gee! iddy! zomg! i miss you guys luh.

&&& i'm giving a hint now! (flashback according to mr phay haha), i wanna watch the Time Traveller's Wife pretty badly!!! hehehe!

kk better get back to work! :D
ciao! =)
ily

2009-09-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

hey people!

Headed back to Haising after the teacher's day celebration in SR. most of the teachers left alrdy aww. HSC ended rather early. but most of the class of '08 were there. haha. missed you guys. Most of the ppl looked the same luh, i mean how much can they change? haha. but those poly guys were mostly having superrrr long hair. lol.
Caught up with some ppl and took pix. haha. hurry upload kthx. lol.
After that went to ehub to makan with one whole big bunch of ppl. jet, jackson, vera, bird, tricia's gang, joey, jomaine, sean, JJ, edwin, KJ, sam, regina. haha. Super Dog. lol!
yeah, went around w bestf. bought bubble tea. Cupwalker FTW. lol. then went home. haha

my grade 7 exam is tmrwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww GG. D: Taking early leave from school. again. sigh. gonna miss out on chem. AGAIN. and vball. AGAINNNN. doing eqm tutorial now. zzz.

Well, bestf's still sleeping at norm's house i guess? LOL. wake up piggy ;D

alright then, back to work.

PROMOS' JUST AROUND THE CORNER. zomg.

ily.

2009-08-28T13:57:00.001+08:00

When you call out my name, my insides mesh.
Butterflies flutter, frantically within me.
I can't help but fall.
Fall for that innocent smile and adorable eyes.
You captivate me despite your childish antics and immature behaviour at random moments.
I can never stop this evident want in me to be near you.
Ecstasy, flows through my veins and ignites a single fire within me.
Its warmth, your warmth.
It soothes me.
A single touch, and I falter.
The rest of the world, suddenly seems insignificant.

2009-08-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

Why do i feel that things aren't the same anymore?
Have you lost that passion?
You still make me happy.
But it's like you're holding something back.
Am i overreacting?
I have no idea.

i l y.
And that's all that matters i guess.
Maybe you'll realise what i've realised soon enough, boy =)

Will you come back?
It's all she wants to know
She knows she's part of the problem too
Could she let it go?
It'd take a miracle
So that's what I'm praying for.

-Mae

2009-08-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Go rest now precious one,
Your life in eternity has just begun.
Now you can walk, your legs are brand new.
All of heaven is now in your view.
Look all around, it's all in your sight,
There will never be another dark night.

Flowers and jewels, the street of pure gold,
and all of the things that have been told.
I can just imagine the smile on your face as you walk all around in that beautiful place.
Greeting our loved ones as you walk along,while singing heaven's most beautiful song.
This is so very hard, but it will all be okay, it isn't goodbye, we'll see you one day.
We love you and we'll miss you and at times it will be tough,but as with everything,
God's grace will be enough.

2009-08-23T21:18:00.001+08:00

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we made
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes
But there's no wall nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time
We can rewind...

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I'm trying to break through
Don't you think it's worth a chance?
Let's leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
Can we pull through this avalanche?

-Marie Digby

I simply love this song. and i'm addicted to Mika's We are Golden too. haha.
PW SUCKXZXZXZXXZX! D:

I love this record babe but i can't see straight anymore

2009-08-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

Finally blogging. haha.

But i'm in school!!!! With ivan, carmen, MG, bern etc. lol. shall be a short post. no idea wht to blog about. IVAN IS DISTURBING ME! nehneh. many teachers walking about.
Bestf didnt come to school today. gastric flu. lol. take care. and don't AHEM. kidding! :D I hope you see this! hehe. and i overslept today. tsk. hence, dad fetched me t school. lol!

Shall do pw in awhile? haha. piano tonight. tsk. i dont like the lessons when it's nearer to my piano exams. tsk. stressful much.

Silverstein is on repeat now. lol. kk shall change song else i may be 'immunised' to the song. haha. mel has strange logic!
School's been so stressful i dont like. i wanna sleep i wanna sleep. darn. i miss loads of ppl. but i'm thankful each day i step into school, i have my friends. haha. else school will be unbearable. PLENTY OF THANKS to my clique! Realised that this post is very detached. Gaps in arguments everywhr. haha. But as long as i can understand the gibberish i'm typing, it's fine i guess? :D

I love the Lady GaGa and Rihanna remix! thx boy for sending me! =)

NOW CARMEN AND IVAN ARE DISTURBING ME! btw this draft has the autosave function, ivan. Alt-F4 can't do nuts. hurhur.
Longest post in awhile alrdy. Haven't been in the mood to blog lately. Stressing over promos.
sigh. Haven't gone out much too. i swear, after promos i shall go outtttttt! heh

ohh ya, i've fallen in love w the Tudors. haha! omg. jonathan rhys meyer looks so darn gorgeous. and i love the storyline. heh. i cant wait for Gossip Girl season 3 to be out. lol! after promos gonna watch all my serials and movies. ^^

the library is so quietttt. random!

&&& i bet bestf is still sleeping. piggy.

ok, shall blog another time. let's see when's my next post. hah

Late night again tonight.
REMINDER TO SELF: DO THERMOCHEM PART C!

p.s. i feel like i'm talking to myself in this post. LOL.

ILY. =)

2009-08-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart
take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

2009-08-14T22:57:00.002+08:00

TGIF!

Have been sleeping about 1 plus for the past few nights and getting up around 5 am. tough life. so finally, i can sleep soundly tonight. LOL.

oh oh oh, i wanna join the NIKE Human race. haha! Random! lol.

today is the 14th of august. to me, it's a special day. lol. 3 years w bestf alrdy. plus a few months before that. Just wanna say that i'll always be there for you. ily.very much. you're my naughty piggy. :D Let's always stand by each other and keep ourselves happy? =)

Training was rather silly today. haha. and coach's match rocked. lol. and thanks to bestf's papa for sending me home =)))))

I can feel the eyelids weighing down, refusing to open just a little bit longer. shall sleep early tonight. and i miss you!

nights my love!^^

2009-08-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

HAHA. some pix at town. lol. and i bought new shades! whee :D

please ignore the retarded face. lol.

we sing we dance

2009-08-10T13:17:00.002+08:00

Finallyyyy!!! FACEBOOK IS LETTING ME UPLOAD PICTURES!!! happiness ttm. hehe.

Eating lunch now. lol. Bestfriend's coming over in a while. haha. He's helping me with work. So... I'm under orders from people to blog. haha! YEAA... i know i haven't been blogging in sucha long time. tsk.

THANKSGIVING CONCERT WAS A BLAST. Really enjoyed it. Thanks to all those who made it possible. haha. MG and kenneth had their 30 s of fame. lololol. I esp loved the Grease performance... GREASE LIGHTNING!!! haha. One of my fav 70's 80's movies.
We took quite a number of pictures esp w ivan carmen an and bern. and shengyang. YOU GUYS ROCK la! love ya all!!! I still rmb the day before, when we sat at the canteen and played heart attack. oh, and irritated those ppl studying to hell. hehe. Talked a lot too. and gossip! hurhur.

Well, after the concert, jack and i wanted to go makan. No idea whr to go. Then we saw joey, mus, him, amanda, kim sheng, khairunnisa, nicholas, and a few more ppl at the bus stop. All of us decided to hop on 81 and makaned at white sands. LOL. KFC. greasy, oily, guilty pleasure. haha. OH YA. on the bus some ^$&#^&$#$^*#&*# lady was being $*^*#^$*#^$*^#*. haha. midget. on heels somemore. bleah! HEHE. naughty bestf. haha!

On sat; National day eve, headed to town. haha. w family. went t the Ion Orchard to meet cousins. haha. And took some spastic pics in front of the ION. HAHA.

&&&& NATIONAL DAY was celebrated at my aunt's place. lol. And i ate BAD mussels. -.- But my stomach seems okaay? hehe

Bestf's on the wayyyy whee! :D ily.

ooohhhhhhh many new albums on facebook!!! check it out!! :D

2009-08-08T23:08:00.003+08:00

REMINDER TO SELF: BLOG ABOUT THANKSGIVING CONCERT AND WHT HAPPENED THT DAY. LOVE THAT DAY TO BITS!!!
I JUST DONT HAVE THE TIME NOW. TMRW!

FACEBOOK IS BEING A BUGGER. IT'S MAKING ME PISSED COS IT REFUSES TO LET ME UPLOAD FAST. I HAVE TO USE THE SIMPE UPLOADER NEHNEH D:

ily =)

2009-08-08T21:46:00.007+08:00

2009-07-31T22:52:00.002+08:00

hello world.

haha. Training today. After that makan with mates at Kovan. LOL. E-jon, carmen and I make great mates. lol. Laughed until my ABS hurt. Let's talk more. hehe!

WILLrun tmrw. On official duty tmrw. so i ran my rounds last wed? lol!
THIS IS A V SHORT POST COS MEL MEL WANTS TO SLEEP. hehe! Gotta reach school early tmrw. 6.20am! whoo.

NDP maybe? lol!

mel loves you
nights! :)

2009-07-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

heyhey.

I kinda love this picture. A splash of colour. haha!

2 files to bring to school tmrw. Geepee and Math. tsk. heavy much. sigh. The start of another dreadful and hectic week. tsk. But i have consolation on sat, when i can see people SLOG it out at the WillRun. hehe. 10km at least people!!! haha. And since i have official duty that day, i dont have t aggravate my knee further. THOUGH i did run my 13km alrdy. hehe. i rock luh. :D

FILING SUCKS D:
Chem test tmrw.................................. zzz. Ending late. then piano lessons. No time for homework again.

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
heh.

nights loves. =)

And i knew you could never love me
I had so much sorrow inside you could not reach
But can i still keep a place in your heart?

-Silverstein

You give me someone t love, someone t hold.

2009-07-23T20:05:00.003+08:00

heyhey

EOM second draft now. haha. i'm behind time! cos i decided t focus on other subjects first. Therefore, this will be a short post. haha.
This week has been a really crazy week. Time flies extremely fast. I guess it's bad/good? haha.

Turbulence of emotions running through my mind. Frazzled. ily.

Chinese listening compre today. haha. rather easy. surprisingly. guess what, my 2 best subjects for the moment is Geepee, then followed by chinese. CHINESE EH! not bad eh? hehe.

Spent the entire day limping. Stairs were killers. haha. Ran 13km ytd. beat that! 13 km at one shot! haha. We SRJCians own! lol! Really happy abt my distance. haha. Broke barriers and stuff. The first few KM were killers. But after the 5th KM, my legs didn't want to stop running. haha. Ended up w jelly-like legs. haha. THANKS NURUL, SHERYL, LI AN esp. you guys rock! haha. AND THANK YOU ALL THOSE WHO CHEERED ME ON... THE VBALLERS esp! haha.

Tmrw, party at ******* place. haha. cnt let her know. surprise party. she doesnt even know hehe. shh! :D

love ya!
mel =)

2009-07-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

heyhey,

stressed out much. zomg. zomg zomg. physics test tmrw!!! i'm worried. extremely worried. cannot fail eh. =(
Why must life be so stressful??? sigh. school ends late tmrw darn. then piano. That equals to no time to do hw/revision. nehneh!!!
short post. Just blogged for the sake of blogging. haha. had great fun today. Packing bag now! Dreading the alarm's blaring tmrw. basket. LOL.

How long can you wait? How long can I wait?

ily.

NIGHTS PEOPLE
mel loves you! :)

nobody's home.

2009-07-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

Heylo!

Harrypotter-ed today. haha. actually i like this movie. haha. it's loyal to the book. some may find the movie draggy, but David Yates was great to direct in such a way that the storyline matched the book. lol.
Rocking out Avril's older songs! I STILL LOVE HER. haha.

Thanks to all my lovely people today! HAD so much fun! haha. laughed till i had stitches. CARMEN IVAN JUNTAT YIRONG! we gotta do today again, okay? ;D

Okay, shall go mug now. hehe
ily =)

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?

baby dont you break my heart slow.

2009-07-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

hey you.

I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING! nehneh! With my hectic life and all, i feel like i've grown older in just a matter of weeks. This week is extremely crazy. Late nights, constant worrying about school and project work. god. At least i knw i can always wind down with my friends. Never fail to make me laugh. i love you guys. ivan's ipod never fails to cheer me up. lol! i pwn his score in the spelling game. hehe. tap tap is sy's and carmen's niche. haha. Had a long 2 hour break today because our chinese teacher could not make it for lesson. ^^. Headed to the library and mugged a bit. Then i played reversi, and checkers with ivan. plus, talked abt AHEM w carmen & ivan. haha! Now most of my friends are out in town watching HARRY POTTER. but for myself, i'm watching it tmrw. cant wait. anticipation! whoo! :)

I know i've gotta work real hard. Really worried. I have a mighty great chance of repeating first year. zomg. please dont let that happen. study mel, study! sigh.

School tmrw! physics on a saturday. really bad combination. But gotta go means i've gotta go. tsk. Cheena project after that w JT. lol. carmen wait for me! hur.

Guess what, WILLrun for me is next wed! haha. cos i have official on the actual day itself. D: I want to run w my class. boohoo. But i have my vball mates w me. haha. at least 10km. so i'm aiming for 13km. haha or more! Well, trained today. For pe, ran 5km? shit i forgot hw much. Paced w E-jon. then he talked abt STUFF eh? Oh, and Edel was an imbile freak. continuous running of 10 km during pe. crazyyyyyyyy! haha. FOR vball ran another 2 km without stopping. yay. vball was fun today. All the safety pins. CIP points pls! pricked myself a gazillion times! my THUMB uh. too big. klutzy. i'm super clumsy. hah!

I"M STRESSED MUCH. darn. Balance time. i'm gonna mug hard. no play anymore. SERIOUS MUGGING. lol!

your company is always cherished, boy.

GONNA STUDY FOR PHYSICS NOW.

NIGHTS FOLKS.

loves! =)

if you ask me if i love him, i'd lie.

2009-07-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

Cousins! haha. squinting eyes really badly cos i couldnt see the cam. blind bat. HAH
Our other crazy photos are on facebook. LOL.

Taken when he was over at my place. lol

haha. we look alike here. OMG. heh

spastic us. haha. It was HIS idea to stuff tissue into our nostrils. LOL

School is stressing me out. god. I'm lucky to have my friends. love you guys. haha. &&&& carmen, relax abt pw k? =) Though pw is getting on my nerves too heh.

Bestf just told me he hadnt bathed since ytd. zomg. lol! smelly nehneh. haha! school kinda sucks tmrw cos we end lessons at 730pm. darn.

nights. i wanna sleep early. haha.

beauty sleep uh. :D

dream happy dreams love.

ily

2009-07-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

Photos taken on the College Day Dinner. haha. Rather okay food. But great company! :) The rest are already uploaded on facebook. lol! twittering. haha. It's kinda cool to know wht celebrities are doing. Well, whaddaya waiting for? Follow me on Twitter! :D

Crazy tough weeks from now on. Lessons can end as late as 7pm. Plus, my saturdays would probably be burnt in school. nehneh. Say goodbye to my beauty sleep. oh no. even bestfriend was complaining i had dark eye circles/bags. eww. i don't want! lol! And as i was saying before, my saturdays will be burnt, and that includes tmrw! ZOMG. sigh. 8-10 econs lecture. 10-12 Maths. 12-???? Project work! Nevertheless, my class would be staying back too. so there's enjoyable company. haha. DAMN. Pilot testing next week and WR. oh... the agony! I need to keep my scalp from sprouting white hairs! D:

Random but kinda relevant to me thought: Should i keep my Edward though i knw he's gonna leave? Or start afresh w Jacob? sigh.

Cheena oral today. A lvls! and bugger it! I screwed it up. The topic was beyond my comprehension and crappy chinese ability. I couldnt translate my thoughts (in eng) in my mind... to CHINESE. Incoherent and stuttering words came blabbering out of my mouth. shiat. and in front of the examiners, i was ill at ease, and my face flushed. wth. desperately searching for the right words is a major booboo. WHY NO ENGLISH ORAL. I WANTTTT. haha! But my class kinda waited for me. cos i was the last in my group for oral. Nice ppl eh? haha. Played Taptap revenge 2 on IVAN's ipod. I beat Bern, but lost to Carmen. aww. haha. then some monkey game, spot the difference, and the knight one.. lol!Slackedddddd. then went home after buying snacks and bubble tea. Walked quite a lot. PLUS Ivan was a GENTLEMAN and accompanied both of us girls t our bus stop even though his was right outside 7-eleven. Thanks uh! =)

Realised this post is rather long compared to my recent extremely short ones. LOL. hmm. Tired much. can i just plop onto my bed and be dead to the world for a few days? hehe.

As he came into the window

It was the sound of a crescendo

He came into her apartment he left the bloodstains on the carpet

She ran underneath the table

He could see she was unable so she ran into the bedroom

She was struck down,

It was her doom.

-Michael Jackson

2009-07-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

hey.

Crappy exam results. darn. i can go kill myself right now!! ugh. now's there's EOM t do, WR, interview, survey, tests next week. HOW TO COPE. tsk. so i shall make this a v short post here. sigh. I miss watching movies and my tv series. i miss reading. i miss going out. i miss just slacking.

College Day Dinner on sat. 5 course dinner. HAHA. one of the 4 (un)lucky ppl t be chosen as the FACE of 1s07. only girl going. lol. irwin kenneth vignesh and i. I think i shall bring my cam. heh. Bestf's going too. Sheryl plus quite a few vball ppl. so it's okay i guess. Well, a 60bucks dinner, and i'm only paying 4kaching. so might as well. lol!

Going t school tmrw. lol. PW PW PW PW PW I DONT WANNA DIE. LIMING HURRY UP AND FIND THE INTERVIEWEE PLS AND THANK YOU!!!

i wish tht i was your favorite girl,
i wish you thought i was the reason you are in the world.
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
i wish the way that i dressed was your favourite kind of style.
i wish you couldn't figure me out,
but you always wanted know what i was about.
i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset,
i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.
i wish that without me your heart would break,
i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
i wish that without me you couldn't eat,
i wish i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

AWW =)

2009-06-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

hey loves.

Had marvellous fun today!!! yay. Ate at pasta mania. lol. chatted. laughed. spanked. HAHA. Thank you! Then headed t Tamp 1 so i could eat my pretzel. Ate the green tea flavoured one. Trying new flavours uh. Not bad not bad. hehe. After that went home. and bestf came over! whee. mahjong-ed! lol. Lady luck's on my side today. hehe. my lil bro kept losing haha. jack won twice, but the pro here, i.e. MEEEEEE won thrice!!!! =)
Once we stopped playing, lazy pig took a little nap on my bed. haha. But i refused t let him sleep. Ended up on th sofa watching my brothers have it out on the xbox. lol! Dinner-ed. Slacked a bit more then he went home cos he had a CSS match. lol. all the best man! :D

ooooh. i spent the day trying to pop a blister. and it just burst. coollllllll hehe. dont think me gross. :D tht was a bout of randomness. lol!

okay, sch's starting. last day of hol tmrw. sighhhhhhhhh.

nights folks. <3

man in the mirror

2009-06-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

"Only my boyfriend can touch my hair"- Blair Waldorf.
sigh. i can't wait for Gossip Girl season 3 t come out.

Went out today. and out tmrw too. lol! Holidays are ending. better make good use of the last few days.
And yes, 1s07 is so lame. we're discussing megan fox's and my gender in their conversation. so now, i'm a shemale TSK :D

School's starting. oh no late nights and early mornings. beauty sleep goodbye =(

thriller.

2009-06-26T10:29:00.002+08:00

King of Pop; Michael Jackson: 1958-2009.

I just heard this over the radio while i was brushing my teeth. Couldn't believe it at first. He's just 50! Well, he died of cardiac arrest at about 5+ this morning. SG time. May he live on in our hearts and our Mp3 players. He surely deserves a stunning tribute. Saw all his fans gathering outside the hospital, then sobbing when they heard the news. it's just all too sudden. D:

it kinda makes me realise how fickle life is. and how quickly someone can leave this world.

megan fox

2009-06-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

Megan Fox has the same quirky thumb as I!!!! Unique eh? It's not fat, short, nor stumpy, it's SPECIAL... even the hottest woman in the world has the same thumb as I. whee. Only those who has seen my thumb would know. lol. =)

Can't believe i just dedicated this whole post talking about my fabulous thumb! haha. Went t watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen today. Friggin' cool. Awesome. I don't care wht the reviewers say. LOL. Bowl-ed at Orchid Country Club after that. Yes, all the way t yishun from ehub. haha. ehub's alley was kinda crowded. didnt want t wait. :D
&&&&&&&& i had trouble finding a bowling ball for my thumb =( it always gets stuck. darn. lol! nehneh. but my thumb is still UNIQUE!

imya

2009-06-22T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hey babyyyyyy.

Just finished piano.
Wanted to post a Megan Fox picture just for Jethro Ng Chi Hwee! and bestfriend! (plus all the guys in the world) hehe. But my laptop wasn't cooperating w me! tsk. lol sorry guys!

Well, Jet and bestfriend came over to my place ytd. To swim, and ping pong. lol. Wanted to play pool, but the room was under renovation =( Stayed for dinner, then they left abt 9pm? HAHA. Had so much fun :D

I can't view photos on any website!!!! ZOMG! lol. Except for the Life's a Beach ones. Cos i saw GLORIA AND SITI in the official pics!!! Plus LILING and company!!! aww. i wanted to be there! D:

Someone has no shampoo for tmrw's camp!!! so sorry i can't help you boy =( thx for making me smile and laugh and giggle like a crazy person today! pls take care! and i hope you'll be able t find shampoo and soap for the next few days. oh and PLEASe rmb whr all your things are places in your bag hehe

"eh will you miss me? heh"
"yeah...."
=)

btw, donuts and jellies are loves! So is Orange Juice! yum :D

I just want to touch you for a minute.

2009-06-19T21:49:00.005+08:00

LADY GAGA. :D

Drastic height difference between sam and I haha! My knees look blackkkk -.-

My POOL skills in the process of honing =P

More pics on facebook loves.

1s07 i wanna go out w you guys!!!! =)

Today was a fun day. haha! Did Econs essays, maths, chem. lol! productive much? lol. I'm really worried abt starting school. work's gonna pile up. sigh. PROMOS. tsk. stress luh!!!! D:

eh pringles boy, why do i owe you pringles? LOL silly :D

massage!

Let's have some fun this beat is sick. i wanna take a ride on your disco stick! haha.

i simply and absolutely love lady gaga. i know all her songs okay! crazy fan LOL.
Love her style and attitude. And she's talented!

Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me

Papa, paparazzi

Real good, we dance in the studio

Snap, snap to that shit on the radio

Don't stop for anyone

We're plastic but we still have fun

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me

Papa, paparazzi

Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be

Your papa, paparazzi.

-Lady Gaga.

T-t-tongues pressed t your cheeks

2009-06-17T21:50:00.004+08:00

The 2 photos i have currently of ytd's 4e4 gathering at Hoechin's place! I dont know if you guys can click on it t enlarge it. i look mighty retarded. and i know there are super candid shots of me in Tricia's cam!!! haha. POOL-ED! eh i beat JJ okay!!! Cards.. BBQ! W music blasting!!!! and i didnt touch the alcohol despite urgings. haha! so proud of myself! :D and i didnt bring my cam. forgot zzz -.-

Cabbed home rather late. lol. W sam tricia and JJ. pasir ris ppl! lol. Take care vick. anddddd to the absent sean, GET WELL SOON :D

whee. Had CRAZYYY ASS fun w you guys. Missed all of ya so much. haha. Brandan, how's grinding at Butterfactory? hahaha!

JAP FOOD JAP FOOD JAP FOOD!!! YUM YUM YUM :D <3

I should pull myself away from you cos i'm gonna get hurt in the end. But i can't... sigh. broken. well, i'll try. D:

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did

You got me thinkin about our life our house our kids

Every mornin I look at you and smile

cause boy you came around and you knocked me down.. knocked me down.

Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down

Sometimes love comes aroundand it knocks you down

Just get back up

When it knocks you down.

-Keri Hilson ft Neyo and Kanye West.

i'll leave when the wind blows.

2009-06-15T22:09:00.004+08:00

HEY BABES and HUNKS. lol

Short post! Gotta do maths. at least 3 qns. then I'm eager to get back to my book. LOL. Check out Lisa Jackson people. she writes the greatest suspense/thriller books ever! For paranormal romance, check out J.R. Ward; the Black Dagger Brotherhood series! haha woot. I'm sooooo gonna get Lover Avenged. the 7th book in the series. i have the first 6 books. HEHE.

4e4'08 gathering at HC's place tmrw evening! yay. But a tad lazy to go. hehe. Sean! are you going?!! LOL.

Hopelessly falling in love... again.

Can i trust you this last time? D:

Even then, i will always be there for you.

Whisper hello, i miss you quite terribly.

2009-06-14T10:52:00.002+08:00

Waiting for the Geepee elearning video to buffer. so i'm here. lol. Quick post. Though i have no idea wht to write. tsk. haha.

Reminder to self: DO PHYSICS ELEARNING TMRW MORNING NOT IN THE AFTERNOON!!! hah.

Falling head over heels. sigh. Why are the lines blurring? I simply can't help it. I'm sorry if this wasn't wht you wanted... but i care =(

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard.

2009-06-13T21:51:00.003+08:00

Hey,

Had loads of fun w bestfriend today. lol. We swam!!! after for so long. I swam laps okay! heh. TEEVEE-ED and watched a chinese drama, some Bollywood show! (OM SHANTI OM!), America's Funniest Videos and Whacked Out Sports. HAHA. WE ARE CRAZY PEOPLE. :D YUP, so we crapped a lot. Shared guffaws and giggles over silly videos, and our spastic actions of course. lol. Stayed for dinner. He left my place about 9pm. overall, GREAT DAY. hee. Thanks! =)

Cheryl called today. haha. missed ya babe. lol! Crazy as always. Invited me out for movie and St. James Powerhouse at night. but i couldn't! sorry! D:

ohwell. nothing else to say, except even though i'm really happy right now, i don't know wht the (near) future would bring. sigh. You're breaking down those walls i built around me even after all this time. I'm afraid... Would that do me any good? Would it hurt? I have no idea. =(

clrfl.

dream happy dreams!

I want nobody, nobody but you!

2009-06-12T21:18:00.004+08:00

Hey.

haha. Listening to a Korean song bestfriend sent me. Nobody by Wondergirls. lalala. very addictive though it's kinda dumb. LOL. The Mr Brown version is damn hilarious too :D

Played Pokemon on Gameboy today. Leaf Green version. lol!

Rootbeer Float rocks!!! heh. Bestfriend and i had such a great time today. lol. Shall explain why. haha.
HIGHLIGHT of the day. So here it goes.... after vball, we dashed to the petrol station and stood inside for ages wondering wht t buy. Your hair looked great. but i looked like a disgusting wet monkey. lol! Then..... a crazy idea popped up in a crazy person's mind! SOOOOOOO.... In the end, we bought a tub of ice cream and MUG root beer. TADA! Root beer float! With the pouring rain adding to the atmosphere, we just sat down and started digging in. seriously. we just SAT and ate. Dug a hole in the ice cream, then poured root beer in. it's nice! really! no kidding! Simple and silly, but it was HEAVEN. i dont know why but maybe it's because of the extreme silliness of it all. and the company of course! We do such silly things eh? Bus-ed home. and you never fail t make me laugh w your crazy dances. Again and again. LOL! oh, and our bet with the bottle. haha. I lost the bet! tsk.
THANKS for today! =)

Swimming tmrw. yay! ^^

Elearning NAOOOOOOO zzzz =(

NIGHTS PEOPLE :D

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal a heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you.

-Hey Monday

you've gotta love today.

2009-06-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

I have a thing for wedding dresses. hahaha! maybe it's the fact that i really want t get married! :D

Went t Norman's place today. COOL. Dota! lol! MTV-ed. Played w terrapins foor awhile. Just slacked there luh. Floorballed in the living room where i was the goalie! OLEH! hehe.
& I did work there okay! quite a bit. Tmrw school/vball.
Oh ya, it's Don't Forget the Lyrics, not "Remember the lyrics!" haha. poopoo headed bestfriend. LOL. I want my MOGU MOGU drink. hahah! and Ice Jelly Cocktail! YUM! shall go dream abt them tonight. Guess i'll be hungry tmrw morning, and gobble down my sandwiches and milk! whee. PIG =P

I actually kinda want to watch Drag Me Down to Hell. it's a really cool show. love the poster! and Justin Long's gonna be in it? =)

okay, nights loves ^^

AND PPL, THOSE SICK FACEBOOK QUIZZES ARE NT DONE BY ME!!!! :D

Run, don't walk the sky is falling through
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you
I don't care where we are, or where were heading to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you, with you

For the record, when I'm with you
Things are looking better
For once everything is brighter
Than the darkness before you.
-Hey Monday

i've got my eyes set on you.

2009-06-10T21:06:00.005+08:00

Beautiful ain't it? Love the picture. Elegance and beauty all bundled into one picture. i even love the staircase. =)

So much elearning homework to doooo! I gotta get my O's mugging mood back! darn. Stuart, you're scaring me! lol. and i have no idea how t do the Chinese hol hw and project. HELP? zzz. But i can at least say i'm pleased w my progress in Chem and Physics. lol.

i have no idea wht t blog about now. as usual. lol! Skyped w a new account as i couldn't rmb wht was my password. that account was so darn OLD. haha. Fresh new slate then. Muddleheaded Mel. haha!
And thx Carmen for yr help today w the file ^^

Cannot slack. Cannot slack. Not slacking not slacking. WORK HARD. i can do it. JYJYJYJY. Nth can knock me down! I AM WORKING HARD AND STUDYING SMART. revise revise revise. mug mug mug. whoo. silly self motivation. zzz. lol. &&&&& i've gt this feeling that i'm foolishly talking to myself. HAHA.

It's hard t believe everything's going right for once. But i'm not gonna put my head in just yet. wait and see. wait and see. Patience. everything will show soon enough. BOTH will be happy and reconcile. yup. like always. i think? I dont know. neh. confusing. tsk. so no jumping into the fire yet. else i'll get scorched and burn.
Good choice mel. Nice one. zzz

bestfriend stay strong. you'll get by. We're here. I'm here. =)

oooh, i've got multicoloured straw hearts now. Courtesy of the CHEERS outside my sch. Snagged a few today. LOL :D

ciao!

tmrw WILL and SHALL be a good day. heh.

love! =)

Don't let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful.

2009-06-10T12:03:00.005+08:00

HEY MY LOVES.

So someone's off t his DNA labwork thingy at the Science Centre. hah. I bet it's fun though you think otherwise. Stay positive boy. haha. well, HAVE FUN. ^^ And you gotta head home from the Science Centre yourself eh? Jurong East MRT. then train the long journey home. Poor thingggg aww! heh =P

Gonna do Geepee elearning now. sigh. I really dont want school t start. It's no joke. School's PAINFUL. and i owe many outings w so many people. TIME. is definitely not in my hands. tsk. But pls pls pls, DO NOT pass so quickly.

Nehneh. Have t go t the library soon. Done reading my 6 books. and it isn't even 1.5 weeks yet. zzz. haha.

ohwell. it's official. Adam Lambert's gay. but who cares? To me, he still has the most amazing vocals. Nothing changes that. unless he grows old. but that's redundant. oh, and anyone realise he would actually make a really cool looking goth/vampire if he starts acting. hehe. Come on, GAY PRIDE =)

Wondering why my previous posts all look so clumped up. tsk. Some HTML prob i guess. I'm not such a messy person. I LEAVE PARAGRAPHS. lol!

BTW, I thought of this myself:

Brother: HEY sis, why is the clock on the lawn?

Sister: Cos i wanted to see time FLY.

Geddit? okay, super uber lame! :D

Well, ttyl. haha. i think i'll blog tonight toooooo wheeeee. oh i'm supposed t go t the 4e4 gathering. BUT SHOOTTTTTTT. i forgot the date. any kind soul pls do a favour and tell this muddle-headed poppet. PLEASE AND THANK YOU. =)

i'm hooked babe.

2009-06-09T20:55:00.003+08:00

hello world!

I simply do love looking for really nice pictures t add t my usually-mundane blog posts. haha. I doubt anyone reads them much, but still, i like putting effort in. UNLESS i'm really really REALLY tired and stoned out. heh.

Today rocked. Though had a throbbing headache in the evening. and felt WOOZY... I was happy in a weird sense? Happy unconsciously? i don't know. I shall take things one step at a time.

And Vick th rockstar is asking for me t blog abt him. cos i told him i couldnt think of any topic t blog about. zzz. haha! I think my life is boring. haha. seriously. LOL -.- btw. the Game of Life rockxxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxzzxzxz! haha. twit!

nehneh. I picked at a scab on my knee... then it BLED. haha. nvm. Now i have free blood t suck up HEHEHE!

I LOVE THE FRAY ANW. heh! my piano rockers!

Gna do the elearning in a bit. sigh. elearning's nt the first thing on my mind now. Going t collect my chem file tmrw morning. Reminder t self: Call An so i can return her thumbdrive. hur. lol!

I love my novels. Thank the person who created books. haha. They are my escape from this lowly world of Homo Sapiens. They take you into another dimension filled w love, romance, adventure, magic, action, thrills, lore. amazement galore! ^^

Oh, been blogwindowshopping..... &&&&&& I really want stuff from Jomaine's blogshop! but i have no KACHING! Money makes the world go round eh? D:

Freedom of speech people!!! Totally overrated though tsk.

Goodbye my loves!

Back tmrw! (I think) hehe

As far as the eye can see, i see Love.

-anonymous =)

You can scream there’s just echoes

Pass outside of your window

You’ll be sad that you let me go

I’ll leave but just know.

As I lay in solitude

Oh what’s a boy supposed to do?

I shake the very thought of you

Me together, I remember

Late nights when I stayed up late

All I do is wait and wait

You're never coming home to me

That’s the hardest thing to see.

-The All American Rejects

i just saw Haley's comet.

2009-06-08T22:09:00.003+08:00

heylo.

Feelings today: Happy, Very happy, Very very happy. Grew doubtful but no regrets. Nostalgic. Then missing th past with a sharp pang. Once again, happy because i'm thinking of wht tmrw will bring. haha.

What a kaleidoscope of emotions! Darn.

I need t go get my chem file!!!! and i had a major screwup today. tsk. physics elearning. &^#^&$^*#^7$^ CHICKEN NUGGET. lol!

A short post tonight. Nothing much to blog about. and i WANT to get back t my book whee! :D
Mosquitoes attack the strangest of places. especially when it comes to me. HAHA. wth eh?
I miss so many ppl! It's a wonder my heart has such a capacity. lol. but i feel FORLORN. i miss D2 i miss 1s07 i miss 4e4'08 i miss CHOOOOOO i miss my cousins i miss YOU i miss my people all so much =(
ah... shoot.

Okay, night folks!

haha. just decided t quote these lyrics.

"Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself,
'hey isn't this easy',
and you've got a smile that can light up this whole town,
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down,
you say you're fine, i know you better than that,
hey what you doing with a girl like that?

Oh, remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night,
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know your about to cry,
i know you're favourite songs
and you tell me about your dreams
i think i know where you belong,
i think i know it's with me."
-Taylor Swift

he leaves you out like a penny in the rain.

2009-06-06T21:21:00.004+08:00

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight. ^^

Those bloody red shoes i adore =)

haha. watched the Terminator Salvation today. w family. Cool show. i liked it a lot. unexpectedly. it isnt my type of show. but hey, Salvation changed my ideal. lol. And i soooooo wanna catch Transformers!!!!! damn. cant wait. *wiggles with anticipation in chair* haha! So got home after the movie and napped a little. piggggggyyyyy as someone would call me. hehe. Then left for my cousin's place. Had a seriously horrible stomachache. Ate pineapple rice for dinner which i couldnt finish! the serving was GINORMOUS! haha! what a word.

Now my mouth's itchy for some jelly/cookies/cake/choc/ice cream. haha. yum!

"i think that jello gave me a fake number"

HAHAHA. laughed till i had stitches. lol. Monsters vs Aliens. hah!

Currently doing chem elearning. GASES. boringgggg and totally nt the thing i wanna do right now. tsk. procrastinate uh. tsk. lol.

It's the GSS and i wanna go shopping. but no KACHING! i know bestfriend wanna go shop too! heh. along w carmen and CHOOOOOOO! right? miss ya babes :D

ooooooh today's the 6th of JUNE. 0606. and i love number 6. haha. along w 11. and another secret number.... guess that number ppl! hehe. it's rather easy. bestfriend knows. :D

BESTFRIEND RMB T SMILE =)

(you dont need 21 guns, your 1 gun is imbal alrdy! whee :D)

I need a good read every night before i go t bed. and i'm gonna do just that in half hour's time. =)

Pray tmrw will be a great day.

Dream happy dreams loves. <3

NIGHTS

Are you worth the wait?

"Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef, That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fkg scared of him."

HAHA

Come back to me.

2009-06-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do.

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me.
-David Cook.

Found this new song a few days ago while watching MTV. Touched me deep. love it! ^^

drugs and ciggs and binge.

2009-06-05T21:29:00.006+08:00

I miss this.

hello earthlings.

I kinda loved today. Was really happy. Light-hearted chatter and banter. carefree...
and i let down my guard.
And that's where the mistake was. memories came flooding back. Quick mel! Smother those memories before they smother you again. Gotta keep up my guard. Not going down that road of nightmares again. sigh. I cannot succumb. cos everything's temporary. everything would be alright again. and where would that leave me? Be glad you're still able to get under my skin and unnerve my emotions even after all this time.
Sometimes, there's just too many things to say... and too little time and courage.
Did a slight edit to the paragraph above. happy happy happy MEL (meow) haha. smelly melly :D

And YOU, bestfriend, STAY STRONG! You have your friends and me. we are all here for you. We all love you so be happy! =)

and kenneth! pls pls pls relax... kick debate away.

Jap food's lovely. and i got t eat my fav Green Tea ice cream today! yum. and i wanna eat more!
All in all, today kicked ass! Love all of you ppl!
I actually loved today.... except for that tiny rant above. heh. forgive me. =)

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
-Keith Urban

shattered glass.

2009-06-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

"Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!"

-Kenya Mitchell

hello loves.

Today was a rather confusing day. But i smiled a lot. surprisingly. stupid "vomiting" act. =)

Bestfriend, i know you can stay strong! always here for you! never alone. Come on, you're strong. pls smile! but i understand how you feel exactly. :)

AND THANK YOU CARMEN AND JT. ^^ Bestfriends a girl like me could ever have. lol.

Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?

Feel like a man?

I hope you know that, you can’t come back

Cause all we had, is broken like

Shattered Glass.

You’re gonna see me in your dreams tonight

My face is gonna haunt you all the time

I promise that you gonna want me back

When your world falls apart

Like shattered glass.

-Britney Spears

2009-06-03T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Check out http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/newmoon_movie.html

i literally watched the trailer 5times. LOL. Pls let the movie turn out good. whee 20th Nov pls come quickly! Taylor lautner is hawt. The trailer showed his absolutely gorgeous bod hehe. For those who dont know who he is, he's JACOB BLACK =)

Hectic day. training. and bestfriend, STAY STRONG! =)

GPP is crazy work sigh. carmen come online. i need the GPP!!!! D:

School and vball outing tmrw. Sentosa. lol.

ciao!

2009-06-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

Something sweet. that cheered me up immensely. =)

Since my personal msg on MSN was, "as if you could afford me".... this was the convo that followed. shall name the other party, Mr random. LOL.

Mr Random says: how much do you cost?

!melissa#11 she screams out says: hahaha. all the stars and the moons. CAN you afford?

Mr Random says: aww. yeah. you're right. I can't afford you.

!melissa #11; she screams out. says: LOL

Mr Random says: but i could try. lol. :)

!melissa #11; she screams out. says: =) so sweet!

Mr Random says: yeah i know. thanks.=P lolololol. why you so expensive?

!melissa #11; she screams out. says:
LOL

Mr Random says: no-one would be able to afford you. D:

later in the conversation.... HAHA. Mr Random sends me this!!!! =)

SOMEONE GO AWWWWW. thx you cheered me up :D

it's not your price to pay

2009-06-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

Hold on, baby you're losing it

the waters high, you're jumping into it

and letting go

and no one knows that you cry,

but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one

and you're tied together with a smile

but you're coming undone.

-Taylor Swift

i swore i'd never fall again.

2009-06-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

chicken mcnuggets.

i'm so sorry.

i screwed up MAJOR. Blame's all me folks.
Just STOP.
Love each other.

if i could, i would kiss you forever.

2009-05-31T21:35:00.005+08:00

hello world.

Here for a quick update. today was so-so. could have been better. missed ppl and owl like crazy. those few who always brightens my day. you know who you are. ^^
Extremely glad i went to the library ytd. i have my most-anticipated novels. Like finally eh? lol. Flipping through all those pages filled with wonder and adventure... Just kicking my feet back on the sofa and being totally engrossed in the story.... HEAVEN =) i won't be able to stop. been away from my books for too long. haha!

Training tmrw. and people, rmb to do physics elearning!
someone has a super long buffer period tmrw. LOL.

No, we're not gonna work this out tonight.

never miss a beat

2009-05-28T22:14:00.005+08:00

"So dear I love him that with him, all deaths I could endure. Without him, i live no life."
William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet.

Was reading Shakespeare just now HEH

Love can and will withstand all odds.

lol! cool picture right? :D

Well, today was an okay-okay kinda day. Had my bestfriends and my beloved class to make the day just a tad better. i love all of you =)

Bickered with bestf abt a song title. lol. both of us were wrong. but i had the closest answer YAY. mel roockssss hehe. (it's not OH OH OH, boy) LOL. silly you.

School again tmrw. lol. E-learning has gotta be the worst type of homework luh. =( i rather written work. old school!

you won't try to save me

2009-05-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

hey

HAHA. Had training today. Dug, set, served, spike and match-ed today. haha. oh, plus running as warm up. But i had fun. all the stupid antics my spastic mates do. haha! and i kept hitting e-jon! sorry dude. heh. ended abt 8?
reached home and makan-ed yum!
Need to start on elearning and hol hw alrdy. haha.
School tmrw again. Meeting the car door at 830 for PW. i wish we can like just dump PW into the dumpster and let the dumpster truck carry it away to the dump site to dump it. HAHA. i just used a lot of DUMPs. lol

I need to go to the library pronto!!!! i wanna read my heart out. haha. and i want that dress and liquid tights from TOPSHOP. moolah pls fall from the skyyyyyyy. come on babeh!
and i need to go out w my people. dont want to just see them in sch! lol.

i am currently craving for Pepper Lunch... steak... jap buffet... starbucks... cheesecake... and oreos. YUM

OKAY. i think i shall stop blabbering right now.
hah.
bye folks!

you taught my heart a sense i never knew i had.

never trust a 'ho.

2009-05-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

hello world.

haha. i love massages. HEHE.
random eh? actually not so. lol =P

Had training today. haha. REAL fun. Was a little rusty at first. sorry carmen for making you run and pick all those crazy balls of mine! lol. and i guess training's gonna get tougher and tougher in the coming weeks. lunch-ed w a portion of the vball ppl. lol. kopitiam right outside school. haha. bestfriend and his tissue paper wantons! haha. it's gross uh.

Oh, and yes, reminder to self: there's school tmrw. hah.
Listening to Don't trust me. haha. Courtesy of bestfriend. lol!

Shall go uncover more songs. hehe.

bye bubs! :D

Colrfl.

soHodolls!

2009-05-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

Leighton <3

AND.... Edward!!!! =)

Check out the song Stripper by SoHodolls and songs by Cobra starship! haha.

hawttt ^^

Good girls go bad

2009-05-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

COBRA STARSHIP rocks. hahaha.
Their new single Good girls go bad is the sex. and Leighton can sing!!!! whee. i love her. Leighton Meester is like my girl crush now. heh!
and Edward Westwick is my love <3
ily!
HAHA.
spastic. =P
Checking out T.I's and J.T's single now. Dead and gone. LOL. i seem to find a lot of nice songs nowadays. yay!
Okay, midyears are starting tmrw! so people, jiayou! friday we'll go crazy tgt. hold on for just 5 days more! :D then we'll be the first jc to finish MYEs? haha.

Back t mugging geepee. lol.

forever and always yours.
colourful. =)

wht i do! heh

2009-05-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello world.

mug
mug.
mug..
mug...
Mugging like hell now (DUH)...did econs and maths today. study break's kinda lonely. but i guess it gets things done? hmm. Bestfriend! help in maths please. lol. cant wait for MYEs to be over and done with.

I got a new hamster today. A pearl winter white. lol. we named it snowball. haha. i would rather fireball but there's no red on it. LOL. i love fire. my element whee.
Listening to some leaked songs from Eminem's new album: Relapse on youtube now. rather cool. meaningful lyrics though a bit explicit. JUST a bit. haha. he would actually deserve a platinum. lol.

everything's coming back to me. i need a listening ear... soon enough. plenty's crashing down. and i feel like &^*%&$%$&^%*.
yup.

pringles lover hehe. :D
slap slap. you. =P

okay.
bye.
colourful.

i know you so well. inside out baby, inside out.

2009-05-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

'lo

i dont know what's going on anymore. Shall take life one step at a time. i'm very highly stressed. i'm typing in short sentences. they dont make much sense. i dont want to do geepee. tired much. but i want to party. i wanna go out. it's been quite awhile.
i keep hurting people. and they hurt me back. guess it's tit for tat. sorry vick.
i love my friends. they stick by me. i'm amazed by the fact that i only just got to know them just 3 mths ago. they feel like family now. thanks all my people and 1s07 esp. mel loves you all. truly.
econs and geepee till late tmrw. stayed back w bestfriend for econs today. understood. like finally. thanks i rock. i know. lol.
i wanna go to the infiniti room in the library t play restaurant city with my class now. lol. carmen's not home. darn. lol.
random.
random random.

imy. pringles.

2009-05-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

heyyyy.

happy mother's day mommy! thx for everything i love you :D

Ytd was a great day actually. i went to suntec t order my biweekly contact lenses. hah. cheaper than dailies. lol. then went to the Harris bookshop where they were having a mighty sale. Bought an 'encyclopedia-like' book called A Dark History: The Kings and Queens of Europe. it's a darn cool book. Elizabeth Bathory the Blood Countess is in it! along w all those royal rakes and the knights templar. simply rocking! whee. haha. and i bought the 6th book in thhe Black Dagger Brotherhood series, Lover enshrined. whee. Phury's story haha! vampires and more vampires. and all those shitkickers and action! yay! One of my favourite series!!! I was waiting for this book for quite a long time. now i'm content.
bookworm girl eh? =)

The GSS is coming!!!! babes! go out shopping!!! i know you miss me CHOO! cos i did. hehe. moolah! we need to go spruce up our wardrobe! hehe.
cookies today. super yummy. heh. and watched the Xmen DVD. lol. and yes, that's the reason Rogue's hair turned white, BFF. haha! you're funny. had a great time =)

Doing GPP alone now. sigh. haha. lonely. lol! i want to go watch angels and demons! anyone? but exams uh D:

forever yrs. <3